so then it ended
1 year 6 months 24 days
i fell asleep listening to that song
the song that reminded me
of the time you loved me
and promised you'd be mine forever<|3

she loved him more than he'll ever know
he loved her more than he'll ever show

the way i feel about you
i just can't explain
the way my heart beats
when i hear your name

lets drive into the sunset
sing love songs
we'll make unkeepable promises
and swear we'll never love
anyone else

someday you'll miss me
like i missed you
someday you'll cry for me
like i cried for you
someday you'd die for me
like i would have died for you
someday you'll love me
and i wont love you

two people who broke up
could never be friends
but if they are
then they were never in love
or still are

they ignore eachother
&& look the other way
but deep down they know
it wasn't supposed to be this way

i'll stop loving you
when diamonds never sparkle
and flowers cease to grow
when thunder doesnt echo
and rivers do not flow
when heart no longer wonder
and hands are never held
when smiles are only memories
and hope is never felt
when trees no longer blossom
and the stars refuse shine
when autumn has no falling leaves
and winter no longer dies
when time has no more tomorrows
and rainbows have no hue
when god alone commands me
then I'll stop loving you

nobody hears my silent tears
nobody knows my secret fears
i cry alone and nobody hears

as i lay there in your arms
i drew the letters i love you on your back
thinking you weren't paying attention
then you looked at me and said
i love you too <3

i hate it how
i dont talk to you for a month
but then all of a sudden
you talk to me again
it's like as if nothing happend
and i slowly start falling for you
all over again <3

one day i'll write a book about broken hearts
make it famous all over the world
and when people ask me
how i could tell such a painful story
i'll tell them your lovely name my dearest

so many things have happend between us
like the first time you asked me out
to the first time you said i was beautiful
or the first time you said...i love you

ill be your heavenly angel
ill be your shining star
ill always be there for you
when no one cares who you are

i wish i may
i wish i might
be the one with you tonight<3

with your lips pressed
tightly up against her skin
does your body still
Scream my name?

& i can't listen to my favorite songs anymore
because each drum beat is a massacre
each keystroke is a regret
and each chord is a memory of you

i always pushed him away
maybe cause deep down i knew
he was the only one for me
and i was to scared to admit it

i asked you what it's like to love, break, and die
all  in the same breath
you said it's like walking with silence in december
while a million hearts explode in your chest
but you don't care enough to feel it

since you left, she's a mess
she regrets all the things that she could've said
but we fall asleep
never thinking about anything
we wake to the sound of a phone as it hits the ground
and now you just dont see me anymore
well i've been losing everything
you just don't see me anymore

i wanted to tell you all my secrets
but you became one instead

i just want to thank you
thank you from the bottom of my heart
for all the sleepless nights
and for tearing me apart

you still say that you did love me
but things happen
you say that you didn't lie
but situations occured
you say that you forgive me
for falling apart
you say that i broke your heart when i left you
but you gotta understand
you broke mine even more

and she finally stopped listening to their song
when she realized she was dancing alone

&& she'll fall asleep with hear headphones on
mascara running down her face
listening to a song that reminds her of him

props to. omfg_quotesx3

..i don't even know what it was
real love, teenage love
all i knew was that
you meant the world to me
and i loved you with all that i had..
^dedicated by me to ____

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I hope one day you'll realize
how lucky you were to have
someone love you the way
I did & how stupid you were
T O  L E T  I T  G O.

so talk
come on and open up
it's only me
it's the same old me
the one you used to love
(from lol_quotes)

when your throat starts to clench
& tingle & your heart gets so warm
the heat travels through your body,
when your stomach starts to feel
those unforgiving butterflies that
spark the instant flow of tears. that's
the worst pain you'll ever feel. that
is your heart breaking

He grabbed my hand and half of me
wanted to scream “DON’T TOUCH ME!” and
the other half wanted to beg him to *NEVER* let go.

I thought i was gonna forget about you, but i was wrong,
i thought i was getting over you, but it’s been a lie for so long,
i thought i’d be able to hate you, but it’s something i can’t do,
no matter what i try... i’m still in love with you.

Well it's alright, I'll be fine..
Don't worry about this heart of mine.
Just take your love and hit the road
there's nothing you can do or say,
you're gonna break my heart anyway
so just leave the pieces when you go.

It gets hard to trust anyone when
everyone you ever opened your
heart up to lets you down.

Well its all so overated
not saying how you feel
so you wind up watching chances fade
and wondering whats real.

Of course I still love you,
I probably always will.
And even though sometimes
I have second thoughts and
mixed emotions, I'm still
going to love you in the end..
A L W A Y S

Dear heart,
when i see him in the hall, -please- stop 'beating so
quickly. *&&and do tell my knees to quit s h a k i n g
when he speaks; &my stomach to stop turning each
time he signs online. ..that can`t be very healthy.

Suddenly you were
everywhere.. stenciled
into my eyelids and
burned into my dreams.

 I hope he reads this
maybe then he'll know
why I'm still in love with him
why I just can't let it go.

we get all glammed up in our
huge sunglasses & ripped jeans
that make us feel like rockstars
& yes, the paparazzi do follow
us around while we shop

plenty of other guys are out there. that's what everyone says.
there are plenty of other guys out there besides him. Lots
of fish in the sea, sure. but there's one problem, something
you don't understand. none of them can make me feel the
way he does. & i don't want any of those other guys.
i just want him.

& she hates how she stays up
half the night, analyzing his
every word, trying to find out
he's fallen for her as hard as
she's fallen for him.

i love you. the truth is i always did. when you
were coming on strong, it scared me.. i didn't want
to be fragile & another one of those girls who
becomes infatuated with a guy..but honestly.. with
everything i have, i want to be with you, && only you.
to hug every chance i get, to hold hands, to smile.
you're the only one i want.

Every night before I go to bed;
I turn on my radio and just listen.
I listen for the songs that remind me
Of you and I; so I'll go to bed
With nothing but a smile on my face.

i'm in love. not the elementary school
love; where you go out for a week; hold
hands and say 'i love you' ; 'i love you too'
i mean; i really love him.

I'm not going to lie about this anymore;
I break easily; I scar. I'm fragile.
I get hurt, I'm not bulletproof

 maybe it's selfish but even though i know we
will never be together i couldn't stand
to see you with anyone else.

how could it be im so in love with this
one person but yet he's never done a
thing to make me really fall for him.
I mean we aren't even good friends
we talk on occassion. But im so in love
with him && what hurts the most is knowing
that i don't mean a single thing to him...

&& everytime she smiles
she hopes he's watching
not so he sees shes happy
but so maybe, just maybe
he'd fall for her smile
just as hard as she fell for his.

Every girl is jealous of someone. So next time
you're looking at someone thinking, "gosh
I wish I was that pretty," remember someone
is thinking that about you

Okay, I'll admit it, I'm an addict but not in
the usual sense of the word, you see
I'm addicted to you, when I'm around you
I'm on an incredible high & when I'm not
with you the withdrawal is unbearable...

.&& there she goes again
she doesn't need a boyfriend
she's gunna have her fun
&& never let it go too far
but she'll party like a rock star

Let's start over. Let's forget all our problems. Let's put our past
behind us & never bring it up again. We can't live or love the
past. Let's throw all our problems away. I'll give you my trust, if
you give me yours. Baby, let's fall in love.. the right way ..

Getting through life & growing up, you tend to get hurt & get your heart crushed.
But what you have to realize is that if God had intended you two to be together, He will find a way. But if you two don't end up together...that just means there is someone out there who is more perfect waiting for you.

Scream so loud that no one can hear you
Listen so close that you cant hear a sound
Cut so deep that no one can feel you
Give up on flying as you hit the ground

it`s hard to wait around
for something that you know
will never happen..
but it`s harder to stop
when you know it`s everything
you've ever wanted

Just once I want someone to look at me
& right away think I was beautiful. Not
after they get to know me, or after they
see inside my soul, just me. I want to walk
in a room & light up, not blend.

you we're there for me for so many years .. making
me laugh while i was in tears ;; i will never let anyone
take your place because you're the best friend i've got.
you laugh at my stupidest jokes ;; put up with my worst
moods .. go along wth my crazy ideas .. and you still \\
manage to see the best in me <3

I wish you'd open up your big blue eyes
and look the fuck around. Maybe you'd notice,
She's absolutely crazy about you.

I bet everyone else can look
into your eyes a million times
& never see what I see in you.

It kills me to know you're online
& you won't talk to me.
it's just time I realize that
I don't mean anything to you..
& never really did...

&& like no other guy i've ever known
i'm actually okay just being the girl I am
no fussing with my hair...or layering the makeup on
you make me feel like being myself is the way you like me <3

Find the guy you can be yourself in front of and
say absolutely anything to. you can laugh, you
can cry, you can hug , you can fight  with him
&&  then   make  up  at  the   end  of   the  night.
and he would still be crazy about  'you

Sometimes it feels like I'm living in two worlds
One half of me wants to break down and cry,
And, the other half wants me to keep on living it out, and even though
We all make mistakes, some that we can't take back........
We still feel something and wish for the best.

sometimes i wish that we could just freeze time.
live in the moments that never seem to end. to be
able to stare at your smile forever ;; be able to make
you laugh until the end of time. just be with you..forever. <3

I've never been the kind
to ever let my feelings show.
And I thought that being strong
meant never losing your self-control.
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride,
let it fall like rain from my eyes.
Tonight I wanna cry.

&& all she wants is someone to holdd her when shes upset
who will tell her she looks absolutly beautiful in her sweat's
who will wait up for her midniqht crisis call; who will tell her
she`s the best thinqq that has everr happened' to him ; who
will do anythinq just to be next to her; who will never let her
walk away from a dream; who will love her unconditionaly
endlessly for the rest of her life

I don't care who tells you how much
they love you, and I don't care how much
they think they do. Never in a million years
will they ever feel the same way I feel about you.

love you guys <3 thx for them comments

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